feelings

Just talked to someone I haven't talked to for years.. It's like filling the emptiness of my heart. I haven't felt so satisfied and fulfilled for a long, long time. I guess old memories never disappear, and old scars can never be healed completely.
Sometimes memories are better left alone, but then again even tears can be healing. I always wish I can go back in time, to be back in that particular time, to be back in that particular place. But, never shall that happen, because I changed too much. How did I turn out? Who knows, maybe too dissapointing, but no one knows for sure.
I wonder what shall I find this time, going back visiting that place where everything started and everything ended. Just to refresh the old scars, just to reconfirm everything that happened while I was still too young to accept myself.